Our Story
Chris
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Winfrey
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This little book belongs to
Chris & Winfrey
Every page, a memory we made together.
This is not just a diary, this is to keep all the important moments between Chris and Winfrey along the journey.
We learn from our past experience how to love, how to be a better person, and appreciate what we have had.
I appreciate how God bring Chris to me. If our meeting was arranged by the fate, then this must be the perfect time in our lives to meet each other.
If we got lost one day, remember to check where we were at the beginning
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This is a special little book to record experiences, feelings and thoughts in a way that you can only sense in the moment and in your heart.
We learnt along the way to appreciate and be grateful of such moments and I cherish every experience with Winfrey.
I often prayed that God sends an amazing and truly special woman with a good heart and when I met Winfrey I understood that my prayers were heard.
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Saturday, 25 April 2026
Massage and Spa
Very sunny , Kenswick, Lake District
We decided to climb the Catbells peak after the spa, steam, swimming and Wave bed session.
Yes, the wave bed was really impressive. We checked the price which was over £10,000ish.
It would be nice if we had this bed at home and charge people for massage therapies when we're not using this bed.
I didn't tell Chris about this idea when I asked him to check the bed price for me.
Otherwise he would say "such a business lady"
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Saturday, 25 April 2026
Catbells
Catbells is such a difficult hiking route.
Chris laughed at me and told me that he needs to train me more and throw me into the gym more often.
I was rolling my eyes to him in my brain but he can't see.
I told him 'Let's have a competition in bedroom.'
But I know he will win anyway.
When I was sitting down on the mountain, I told Chris, 'the nature is probably the best mental therapist as it shows you how big the world is and how many opportunities you could have and the difficulties we are experiencing now may not as bad as we think in our mind.'
I've always had this idea whenever I stay in the nature.
But today is different, I feel stronger in my heart and life is becoming better and better as I have Chris sitting beside me and holding my hands.
I realised this person walked into my heart.
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Saturday, 25 April 2026
Secrets
Chris shared his secret with me today in his car.
Oh yeah, maybe one of his secrets, there might be more secrets need to be explored. - We will see.
But for this monment,
this secret is heavy and valuable enough for me to appreciate.
Chris asked me ''Did this change anything between us?
He is such a silly boy.
He opened his heart and showed me this 'scar' which he has been avoiding to talk about.
It was not a scar.
It was a scar with honor.
It showed how brave and honest and responsible he was.
He would not be my Chris , this Chris, if this experience was not there.
The present is the best. What we have now is the best.
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Saturday, 25 April 2026
Kenswick
We decided to go to a spa. The drive there was so pretty along the lake.
When we arrived at the spa, we did massage bed. What happened there will be our little secret. But I love that she is so creative and adventurous and always up for doing something new and memorable.
We later went for a hike and I could see it's a bit of a struggle for her, perhaps I should be her PT and train her stamina.
When we were sitting down and before too, she would from time and time saying something so wise and perfect.
For the moment which I am even thinking about, to the point I feel like she read my mind and just responded and I find it shocking and really makes me think in these moments that meeting her was really fate and miracle.
After we came back and I shared my secret with her, she shared hers and I was so surprised she has a similar experience and even glad that we understand one another and relieved that we both shared .
And she was right saying that even when you share this, the right person would not care, they will accept them and love them. Just the same and she was right.
I feel even closer to her now.
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Monday, 27 April 2026
Ice cream in Bowness
Bowness has so many ice cream shops.
I remembered how much Chris like ice cream when we travelled to Stratford-upon-Avon.
So I gave Chris a little pat on his head,
and asked him,
'Do you want an ice cream, mommy can buy one for you?'
Chris said,
'Bitch, call me daddy!'
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Monday, 27 April 2026
Time Traveller
Chris said sometimes he thinks I can read his mind. As what I said was also in his mind at many moments.
I told him I am from the future which is 70 years later,
H e asked me what is the future's life like.
I said, many grandchildren,
we had a really happy life with each other's company.
but he passed away before me which made me missed him a lot .
When the time travel machine
appeared I chose to go back to see him
and spend time with him again.
And I can speak Bulgarian
as he teaches me a lot along
the life.
Chris said that would be very
scary if I talk with him in
Bulgarian right now??!!
He is completely immune to
romance isn’t he?
Sad.
If I were from 70 years later
Would I like fo make any changes
The answer is "No” for now
I like all our tricks at the
beginning.
W: Where are you from?
C: Guess…
W: Too tired to guess
C: Name 3 things we do when we meet
W: Too much for my little brain
C: OK Why don't you come to
meet me and ask me in person?
W: Okay Where and when?
C: Now
W: Ok coming
and…
C: You know you can see bunnies
around my place.
W: Oh really, where?
C: Around my place, I can drive
us there
W: Sounds good
(Winfrey looked cool on her face
but she was thinking is bunny
similar to the Netflix night?)
If I were from 70 years later.
our stories would be the same.
But I would love Chris more
Look after him better,
spend more time together
treasure him more,
value his love more
As I am from the future,
I have all 70 years memories,
tears and laughters.
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Monday, 27 April 2026
Parents Talk
Winfrey told me today she received urgent call from her parents after she sent them a video of us kissing.
(that was such a nice video)
They got worried about this strange guy who stole their daughter. She said for them she is a little flower bud that they raised into a beautiful blossom, giving it all their love and care and now some strange man is coming to take the whole flower away, roots and all the rest...
So I asked her to tell them:
"I appreciate the flower very much and I'm giving love and care and even though she changes garden, she can blossom just as much."
Anyway she said enough to them to calm their worries and they seem accepting of me.
Btw I also received a call from my parents after sending them the video.
My mom would ask many questions on Winfrey's personality and I told her she's a good girl that treats me well and is social and good with people and talking on phone and asking for refunds ... my mom was happy.
Little did she know Winfrey slaps me and does naughty things to me and wants to molest my ass!
So anyway my mom said she doesn't mind where she's from and is happy.
My dad also called me and asked similar questions and if she has faith.
Both of them asked for photos of Winfrey and said she's very pretty but both disliked my current haircut and said I looked like a 17th century sailer?!
So time for new haircut...
Winfrey said I'm just too shy to admit they think I look ugly - wow bitchy!
Me and mom also started thinking of nicknames for us. She said we looked like puss in boots and his girlfriend Dulcinea.
Winfrey thought that means they see her as innocent - well how wrong are they.
We also were coming up with her nickname, I came up with - Winfy.
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Tuesday, 28 April 2026
Learning Bulgarian Day 1
Chris taught me a few Bulgarian words last night before bed.
He said I pronounced them very well.
I was happy to hear that so I wanted to impress him again. I tried hard to remember what these words were and their pronunciations.
But I forgot...
I am not a good student, but I still want to impress Chris and keep telling him I am from 70 years later. Maybe he will believe this one day, who knows?
Sometimes he is so silly and cute.
I love him.
I asked ChatGPT to help me to remember.
How to say 'Love' in Bulgarian?
"любов" - lyubov
and "I love you"...
"Обичам те" - Obicham te
and "kiss"...
"целувка" - tzeluvka
However thinking about these words and the nice moments we spent last night made me loving and emotional.
I started to miss him even if I am working
Therefore I sent him a message "Целуни ме" - tzeluni me
I like his reply:
"Целувам те страстно" - "Искам те силно" - iskam te silno
Sounds very passionate and intense. He knows exactly what do I like.
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Thursday, 30 April 2026
BPPV & Interview-Chris
Winfrey was in London, this day for her job interview and we planned to meet after and go to Richmond Park as the weather was so nice.
Just as I was preparing to go and dry my hair, I did a sudden head movement and got sudden strong dizziness. Everything started spinning and I immediately knew it was BPPV again.
This time I knew what to do but first I had to calm my brain as it was going nuts. I knew I had to do a maneuver but I also knew who is the best person to tell.
I waited until Winfrey finished interview. She called to tell me her good news of passing the interview and they offering the position. I was very happy for her, and proud she did it. But I also had to bring the bad news of getting the BPPV.
She understood the situation and said she will come to save me. I thought it's so cute she said this - my little kitty.
In about 2h, she came to my place while I was trying to stay still and just survive. When she arrived she was both dresses professional and treated the maneuver very professionally.
She was very careful and gentle when performing it. I felt in good hands and while she was holding my head and I could feel her breath on my face, it was so calming and intimate. Her performing the maneuver eventually fully fixed the dizzziness. She did it perfectly.
I trusted her fully and knew she would do it very well.
Later she told me she never done this maneuver all by herself and I was the first person she did it to.That meant a lot and I am glad I was first as that will be a memorabale experience for both and she would have the memory of her first maneuver with me.
She was amazing and really did save me.
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Thursday, 30 April 2026
BPPV and Interview - Winfrey
Yes, I was happy to share the good interview news with Chris and expecting to. visit Richmond park with him. So that I could hold his hands all the way and told him everything from the interview.
He told me there was a bad news via th ephone call that he got the BPPV nack all of a sudden.
It was not a little bad news.
It made me so worried about him.
I just wanted to jump into the first train to meet him, to save him.
He shared his previous BPPV experience with me when we first met.
So I knew how bad he feels and suffers from the dizziness.
This is the moment when I feel lucky to choose this profession, as I can help people, especially help people I love with.
This is also the moment when I feel I nees to study more and learn more and grow up quicker in this profession.
Helping people I love with gave me more stress as I really don't want to make any mistakes.
I need to make sure every step is correct.
I've been reviewing previous slides and watching relate videos to get myself ready for the maneuver.
I want to save him, not make things get worse.
I need to make sure he is completely safe under my treatment.
Stress, anxiety, worries.
But I have to be strong and professional for the person I love with.
I did it,
We did it,
He always trusts me without any doubts,
Trust can sometimes make a huge difference,
It was like how he trusted me to drive his car the first time,
I appreciate his trust,
I appreciate this person.
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Friday, 1 May 2026
Learning Bulgarian Day 2
My little brain
Моето малко мозъче
Moeto malko mozuche
Thank you
Merci
Blagodarya
Cute
For girl: Swadka (sweet)
For boy: Swaduk
Pretty
For girl: Hubava
For boy: Hubav
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Friday, 1 May 2026
Joint painting- Derwent water and Catbells
I was watching at Chris when he was painting beside me. It was the first time I saw him paint.
Oh, no, the first time was supposed to be the video from Hinge. I was attracted by that video where Chris was painting a scenery picture.
That was how we match each other and how our story begins.
However, I realised later. I was not the only one who like that video.
Chris said there were so many girls liked that painting video and that was the most popular one among all the photos and videos he put in Hinge.
He is really good at hunting girls, isn't he?
And he feels so proud og himself.
Ok, fine
let him be proud of himself then
Because he is good,
He is amazing in my eyes.
We decided to draw Derwent water and Catbells from the postcard.
I felt it should be very difficult, and had no idea where I should begin.
But Chris knew what we need to do, he had such a good plan for each step.
He showed me how to paint properly with putting different layers on.
That was such a peaceful evening, you can see stars and moon from the balcony.
There was a warm light in living room.
Me and Chris were sitting under the light.
If you can see, you can see Chris' beautiful eyes were focusing on the painting,
If you can see, you can see my eyes were on him,
I f you can see, you can see how cute our first painting is......
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Monday, 4 May 2026
Dancing
We had the idea of learning to dance for some time now, but instead of classes we decided we can just learn it ourselves.
It had to be done proper so we dressed for the occasion, I put on a suit and she was preparing in the other room.
When she came out and I saw her in that whitish long dress I was stunned.
She looked so beautiful in this dress and I'm glad to see her in this light.
But when she saw me in my suit she thought I looked cold and distant and asked me:
"Are you my Chris?"
How silly, of course I'm her Chris.
So then we put on a video to learn the basic moves. We quickly started picking it up and the dance felt so intimate to look in each other's eyes and dance so elegantly, and I couldn't take my eyes off her.
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Monday, 4 May 2026
First time dance together
Dear diary, Chris always said I was such a romantic person.
But the more I know him, the more I think he is even more romantic than me.
A great person is someone who loves your ideas,
understands your mind,
supports your dreams,
plays and laughs with you,
and shows the same sense of humour.
Dear diary, I told you that Chris was immune to romance before, I was wrong.
When he puts his suits on,
took off his slippers
hold my hands,
tried his best to follow the dance tutorial videos,
I was touched and impressed.
What touched me was the efforts he put in,
What impressed me were the details he noticed,
He doesn't just go along with my ideas,
He likes them and enjoys them,
He illuminated them.
making them sweeter and more memorable.
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Friday, 8 May 2026
Friday date night-picnic in living room
Winfrey:
Chris got as picnic blanket from online.
He always remember these activities or conversations.
We mentioned it could nice to have a nice picnic blanket when we visited Richmond Park.
Then a couple of days later, before I searched online, he showed me the picnic blanket.
These such little and cute things which are really touching. They are the essential parts to build up a happy life.
The weather for the next few days will be bad. It's such a shame that we can't use the blanket, but we can have a indoor picnic anyway.
Friday night with snacks, alcohol on the picnic blanket in living room.
Chris:
The night felt exciting, we made cocktails and somehow Winfrey was immune to them and I was the one getting tipsy.....
Then we thought it would be fun if we role played that was our first date.
I felt like i should seduce her all over again. We both flirted hard but she wouldn't let me get that kiss so easy. I had to get her little brain excited first and make it unable to think anything else than kissing me.
But at last, I gave her a passionate kiss.
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Thursday, 4 June 2026
Why are you so suspicious
He doesn’t think he is suspicious.
But he asked me so many silly questions
Now I am going to write down all of the questions I could remember.
Do you have any liver related problems?
When was your last time did the hepatitis B test? Do you need to have another one?
Why are you so worried that your colleagues would see us?
Why you are so special for your male friends? What makes you so special for them?
To be continued……..
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Sunday, 10 May 2026
Winchester-A nap outdoors
It was a nice sunny day. We decided to use this opportunity to go somewhere I haven't seen. Of course, she has seen there though.
We arrived and were quite thirsty but decided to queue and visit the cathedral. Yeah, that was nice.
We left there and started looking for a restaurant. At this point we were quite hungry and thirsty and I could tell Winfrey is getting grumpy.
Eventually we found a restaurant and I could tell she could barely wait for the food and water and looked like she would slap everyone.,
She's always grumpy when hungry but after eating she was my sweety again.
We then wanted to walk to the highest point in Winchester and see the city from above. That place was a park and on the way there we would comment on people's houses. I know Winfrey wants a big house with a massive garden, I could tell she's already imagining it.
We reached the park and we had prepared our picnic blanket for this occasion. We placed it on the grass and both lied down. It felt so romantic and memorable both of us close and snuggled and the nice trees and nature surrounding us with a light breeze.
I could tell Winfrey fell asleep a bit and she looked so cute. This peaceful place almost made me nap too.
This scene felt so serene and memorable that I decided to paint it too.
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STP Preparation Week
It's a new and fresh experience for me this week.
Fresh and sweet.
Lots of memorable moments.
I got wake up kisses when I open my eyes in the morning. I saw Chris beautiful eyes and cute smile when I turn around in the bed.
We hold each other's hands and tell each other 'I love you'
The soft morning light filtered through the curtains onto the bed.
In that moment all I could see was him. And all he could see was me.
My heart felt warm with happiness. It was hidden in the little things.
The first cup of warm water in the morning.
The lunch box packed with care.
The lift to work and back home.
And dinner prepared at the end of each day.
As I sat at the dinning table preparing for my interview.
He worked quietly on the sofa. We stayed in our own worlds, yet somehow together, sharing the same space, the same evening. The same sense of peace. We were simply there, keeping each other company.
In these moments I realised that happiness can be wonderfully simple.
Two people living side by side caring for each other and finding sweetness in the most ordinary moments.
I never knew life together could feel this gentle and this beautiful.
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Friday, 5 June 2026
Secret 2
There is something I’ve always wanted to tell to Chris.
It was hard to open my heart to a stranger at the beginning. Chris is not a stranger to me anymore. I should be responsible and tell him as early as possible.
I don’t know what is the appropriate time. I was looking for a good time to talk about it. There seemed no good time for me as I don’t know how to start it.
I know how much he cares about that area, and I know it’s too probably too late and may cause worse negative emotions at this moment. He would probably think I am a liar and hurt his feelings.
But I need to be honest . This is a challenge I need to overcome. If you ask me why I have made this decision even it’s too late now. I would say yes, I know it’s too late, but it’s better than no action at all. I am not intending to be a liar and I don’t want this to cast a shadow between our relationship.
He should know this secret and he should at least have the opportunities to make his choice . Yes, he can choose to stay or leave.
Chris asked me later, what do I expect him to respond ?
I said no expectations at all.
Whatever choice he makes, I will respect it.
He made his choice.
Maybe for him, there is never a choice as he never thinks about leaving me alone.
So what is the outcome of sharing this secret?
Maybe we should ask Chris.
So that night Winfrey was all teasing with her questions and the usual “can I ask you something” followed by “nothing nevermind” . Anyway at that point she randomly spilled what she's been carrying and at first I thought she’s still teasing, but then realised she’s serious. I know my initial reaction stung her as I asked why she’s just telling me now and wondering why she felt the need to hide it. But I found her reaction more shocking than the secret. She wanted to leave and give us space out of guilt, but I stopped her, that was no reason to throw something so beautiful we have now. My feelings for her had not changed. Sure, I didn't like that she kept it from me, but I appreciated her courage and honesty and understand it was not easy to carry it for this long to tell me. And I was concerned about her health wellbeing.
I told her in the morning that I know what choices I have, but I am choosing her.
She didn’t realise that telling me actually made me see a very positive side of her and it’s the fact she has remorse and showed responsibility. I told her I understand the guilt feels heavy, but I forgave her, and she doesn't need to feel this weight anymore.
We got through it together and it didn't bring us apart, quite the opposite, I feel closer to her now.
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Monday, 1 June 2026
Cornwall
The day after Winfrey’s STP interview we were prepared to go to Cornwall. She’s never been there and I can tell she barely held her excitement… even though her face looked like not bothered.
The drive there was great as we would take turns on the motorway and switch at service points. After 5h drive we finally arrived at our prestigious hotel. I knew by the look we gave each other that this is going to be below standard, and the moment we arrived in the room she started the hygiene inspection. We came out of toilet and announced the findings… Mould in the handwash and shower. Yeah it deffo looked like a last minute hotel booking. But we both thought it was funny and liked that we share the same standards. Anyway we decided to go for a walk around the city and have dinner. And we were in for a treat. We first went around the sea in some made up british version of a spanish restaurant and it tasted like it sounds. But she told me not to complain as we’re already there. After this we wanted to have proper food so were looking for asian restaurant and found a Chinese one. The food there was better and it made up for the bad Spanish one.
Later we took a walk around the city and I was trying to find the humour in the miserable city we found ourselves in. Plymouth looked like some british spin off of a soviet town with ghost streets and drunk teenagers. Winfrey’s words were that it looked just as bad as Slaugh.
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Thursday, 2 July 2026
It's been a while
It's been over a month sine we wrote in the diary.There are so many things going on.
I got my STP offer in Essex, we visited there together on one weekend. Unfortunately, we didn't like Southend-on-sea, Chris said that was such a low class city. He was disappointed and of course I can feel that emotion which made me feel sorry and started to feel disappointed as well.
The vibe was not good at all and affected our mood during lunch time. We talked before lunch in that Italian pizza place, and eventually I walked to Chris and gave him a big hug.
Nothing is serious or difficult if we still care about each other and being understanding and supportive.
Chris has showed me a better way to deal with arguments, he is very calm and warm. This is a lesson I need to learn from him.
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Thursday, 2 July 2026
Quality Time
For the past few weeks Winfrey's been staying at my flat and we got to spend a lot of time together doping various things.
It feels so nice to wake up next to her every day and feel her snuggle next to me, and the quiet nights where we would watch something on tv and she would nap in my lap. It's these kind of moments that we don't feel like they are special and we feel comfortable in, but are actually some of the most precious moments that bring you close. I don't take any day we spent together for granted and I enjoy our simple days where I drive her to and back from work, we make dinner together, watch alien movies and spend the night calmly (or with some romantic action) .
We got to do so many fun activities together. We paint together or she stays with me when I paint, we started learning each other's languages properly. We made dumplings and I showed her how to fold them,, because I am very Chinese as we know. We made tiramisu and an amazing cake with strawberry cream. Winfrey is so good at making cake and I'm good at eating it.
She also helped me plant tomatoes on the balcony. And also gave me her mocha pot to make us nice coffee every morning. I also appreciate the little things we do for each other, like bringing our water to bed, or sanitising our phones or she buying the bread we like or getting her apples or going costco. It's really like living together and when I asked her how does she feel about it, she said it was 'Nice' - so it is, and I look forward to every day.
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Sunday, 12 July 2026
What I like about Winfrey
We decided to make a list what we like about each other after I bothered her while doing her assignment so here's mine:
- When she's being kind, caring and considerate
- That she is also considered of parents (both hers and mine)
- Her being emotionally intelligent and knows when something is wrong when looking at me. Very intuitive
- She has a good heart and tries to understand my point of view
- She pays attention to things I say and have interest in and tries to participate in them too.
- She's considerate of my desires too and would make a compromise whether it's location or something else in order to make me happy too
- She would show and be respectful of me and my choices
- She appreciates things I do for her
- She has accountability
- She's hard working and cares to learn Bulgarian to communicate with my parents
- Her eyes, smile, cute face and da na na & da pi gu
- she takes care of herself and and has a good taste of clothes and environment
- she smells and tastes very good
- she doesn't drink, do drugs, go night clubs, have tattoos, not a feminist, no piercings, no weird hair colour
- she's chill and normal energy level and not into anything weird and has a nice voice
- she's very hygienic and tidy and likes to eat healthy
- little things can make her happy like watermelon
- She often talks about us being a family and having a big house
- she's generous and likes to surprise me
- she's romantic and very creative for things we do
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